I’m still in pain. I can barely get up anymore because I feel so tired and weak. My right eye is already swelling, I think I need to see an ophthalmologist to find out if my eye was infected by herpes zoster. I am feeling sad, it seems every week I need to deal with a different illness and every week I need to see a new specialist. I am getting restless and I’m feeling helpless already not to mention my medication is really hurting my finances already, all those medicines, medical exams and consultations are really expensive.

I’ve been trying to be strong about it, but every night I’ve been crying myself to sleep praying to God to please take pity on me and make me well. Sometimes i just can’t help but lose hope and just give up.

I am sorry to hear that feelings Ems. I will help you pray and hope things will get better very soon. You take good care.