Just a few hours before 2008 ends and I still feel numb. It just doesn’t feel like New Year’s Eve at all. I know there are so many things that I should be thankful for the past year and I’m not really sure why I just don’t feel like this year is about to end in a while. I usually feel sad whenever a year ends but this time, I just don’t feel anything. I’m neither happy nor sad, it feels like it’s just an ordinary day that’s about to come to past. Please don’t get me wrong, the past few days of the holidays has been great I’ve been enjoying myself despite the fact that I am limited to do certain things because of my health and there are times that I just lack the energy to do the things I usually do but I am not complaining, I am too blessed to complain and God has been very good to me.

I just wish that whatever life throws at me in 2009, I’ll be able to survive it and I know that things will not be easy but I have faith that God who has been with me before is the same God who will be with me this year and always.