I've struggled with weight most of my life. I have always been on the chubby side and I have to admit that life was not easy when you are fat. Many times, you just don't like what you see in the mirror and it may sound vain but I just don't feel pretty. It also felt like I was missing a lot because of my size and some people doesn't accept me because of the way I look. I tried every diet and exercise but it just didn't work.

I finally, gave up trying especially when I am in high maintenance of steroids because of lupus. I finally accepted that I don't care what others think of me, what matters is how I feel about myself and quite honestly, I am okay being fat but health wise, I just know I still need to lose the weight and change my lifestyle and exercise with treadmill, elliptical and agile. I also cut down my food intake and tried to eat as healthy as I can... and now slowly I am getting fit...

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